Damn it.
I really thought I could get help and talk to someone.
My insurance doesn't cover it.
And the doctor my OB recommends is $300 for the initial appointment and $200 for any after that. Are you shitting me? Where the hell am I supposed to get that from?
This fucking bites.
I just want to get this problem fixed BEFORE I go into labor.
It would be nice to actually have a name before I go to the hospital to have her. At least I would know who I was going to meet.
I seriously feel like curling up into a ball and hiding under my desk right now. I want to be home. I want to sleep and cry. That's not too much to ask for, is it?
Teething and learning to walk
15 years ago


Does your company have an Employee Assistance Program? My company did and when I was really struggling with IF, they paid for me to have 5 sessions with a therapist. You might want to look into that...
ReplyDeleteAw hun ((HUGS)) I can't imagine the emotions you're experiencing right now. What happened with you having a set name? I thought you were using that name for sure? Don't let others get you down sweetie- they are worthless & not worth your time or tears.
ReplyDeleteI agree about the EAP program, I would see, insurance doesn't pay for it but many employers offer it in addition. (((HUGS))) to you!
ReplyDeleteI'm so sorry you are going through all this nonsense. I know you are in a really tough spot, but I can't help but feel you should got with your original choice. But like the others said, you already know your baby girl so well, with or without a name right now. Many prayers for you!
ReplyDeleteMy work has the EAP program too. I hope you can get this whole name thing solved before baby girl comes! Praying for you!
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